from May 17 2007:

when your bridges burn bright
and your love for another fails,
give yourself moment to think,
and if there's nothing to pick apart,
go back to living,
you may find something that wasn't there before



from May 12 2007:

shadows fade into light,
and you can see what is truely there;
it isn't ugly or obscene,
it's just there, as plan as day you could say,
and then light reflects in her eyes,
which allows you to see yourself,
what you truely are through her eyes,
she allows you to see your true self what is really there,
if you allow it,
most will not allow their reality to be seen



from April 28 2007:

as the sounds from a near by highway cease
the desperation starts to seep in
becoming crazied in her pain
she searchs for some relief
she knows the blade will not help her
she knows she must work things out
to make herself happy will be hard
but in the end it shall be worth it



from March 26 2007:

tears rolling down my face as i read that IM ...
don't tell me to be glad it happened...
don't tell me it was an experience...
and don't tell me it's going to be alright...
being broken is not how i want to be...
i love being in love...
they just NEVER love me back...
well at first they do and then
something clicks in there head...
it must be a
"wow what the heck am i doing with this girl"
kind of thing
i don't get it...